October 30

Just before sleep

Imaginary hand touches me

Stroking my hair

Touch my face

Touches my lips

Caressing every part of my body

Sometimes I wish this hand talk

But she chooses to remain silent

Down up

I looked in the mirror

I panicked a little

I was scared of myself

There are some changes in the body

And there are a few wrinkles from under the eyes

Such that only I can see

I changed from the inside

I  can also see it from the outside

I look in the eye

Inside Inside

I see fear

I'm afraid

Then I look again

Smiles

Smile and laughter comes

Then I laugh

Hard

Laughing at myself

I understand that everything is OK

Imagination and reality is like a thin thread

Sometimes it is difficult to see

Me & Myself

I got used to being alone

I got used to sleeping alone

I enjoy myself at night

I got used to prepare myself  the coffee morning

I got used to spoil myself with gift

I got used to surprise myself with flowers

I got used to wake up alone in the morning

I got used to fill the loneliness

I love this quiet

I would be very odd to share it with someone

I want to fall in love

But all this can even stay?  :)

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Me and Mery in the pic, she is with me 8 years and she never leav....;-)

Box of colors

You draw me in your eyes

Kiss my soft body

Colored eyes looking at me

Full color

Colors of red hot

Passionate

You touch me in pink

Close to my body in purple

Wants me in yellow

Caress me in blue

Words of love in many colors

You...

you like a surprise box

Box filled with goodies

Box full of soft colors

Your laugh is....

Never-ending laughter

I also laugh

Now ....with you.....In Colors

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Photography / Darkroom ©2006-2010 *dektan



" Life is one big stage "

Life is a Spinning Wheel

Every day is a new day

Once you're up

And once you're down

One day it's a happy day

One day he is a sad day

And the wheel keeps turning

Like the wheels of a movie projection machine

And we ...

We need to flow

Flow with life

Where ever we want or wish

Without limits

Fly Like Birds

As far as we want

Just live....

And it is better to live in happy colors

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My sixth painting I totally want to fly ..... colors

Feeling inside

I feel maternal need to be a mother lately

I look all around me

And see my friends and their children

It's fascinating to me

How happy ther is in a smile of Mom  to her child

How much admiration there is in a look of a child to his Mom

The mother is a whole world for him

Small eyes twinkling

Warm and loving hug

I want to be a mother

I want to carry my baby in my womb

I want to hold  My baby

And sing a lullaby to him

This is the meaning of life

He will be part of me forever

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Photography ©2008-2010 ~theprodiqy

Moonlight Over Man

He was walking only at night

In the moonlight you could see only his shadow

What is Search for?

No one knew

Only the moon could know

The moon was his best friend

Without a words

Just look at each other

Moon looks at him with soft eyes

And he Looked at him admiringly

In Big Love

He feels safe under the moonlight

He Tell all his secrets to him

The man and the moon

It's forever

Unconditional love

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This poem was inspired by a painting by Chris Billington. 

U can see more from his Amazing Art in the  Link below:

http://chrisbillington.com/

Suzy

The night come

Suzy Was run secretly out of bed

Wearing a long black coat

That covers the impurity that she was felt

Short dress can be seen all through

It seemed like in a minute the dress falling from her first step she would do

So thin and fragile

She walk into the club filled with  smell of smoke

And men shouting like animals

Hungry to see

Hungry to see her

She comes on stage

Then everything disappears

All the sadness and fear disappear

She walked on this stage

Like a queen

Their Queen

She is not really needed money

She wanted passion

She wanted to feel sexy

She wanted to feel a woman

In the morning hours she was back to bed

Comes under the blanket

And looking at him with hatred

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Photography ©2007-2010 *opticverve

Lucy

Lucy was walking around the markets

Looking for handouts

She did not  really needed money

But she wanted pity from strangers

That would make her feel good

She was back to her luxurious home

Lonely

And miserable

 

There is no end to this story

The wheel of life turns

And what you see is not really what it is

Dont ask to be happy

BE happy

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 Photomanipulation ©2010 =ThysLara

The day I win my fears

The day I win my fears
I will have good thoughts

Thoughts will flood my mind like a storm at sea

I will be joyful

I will be full of positive

I'll be shining like a star in the middle of the night

I will tell jokes and everyone would laugh

I will feel the most beautiful woman

I will feel surrounded by love

I'd be surprised of all this universe

The day will be so much fun

A day I'll win for my fears

I will be just  me

Maybe even stay who I am

With great love for life

A day I lose to my fears

A day I lose to my fears

I have bad thoughts

Thoughts flood my mind like a storm at sea

Would be very difficult to find a good one thought

I would be depressed all day

I do not smile

I do not love myself

I feel ugly

I feel that no one likes me

All the joy that I have fly like a leaf in the wind

Then I realize

That its all me

Is it worth it?

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 Drawings By ©2005-2010 `thienbao

On the day that I will not marry

On the day that I will not marry

I wear a floral dress

And go to the green fields

Running with my dog

The sky will be blue

Sun smile at me

I would run barefoot

Wherever I want

Free as a bird

On the day that I will not marry

I'm coming home

You will open the door for me

Smile and give a kiss

Tell me I'm so beautiful

On the day that I will not marry

You always want me

Near you

Always wake up to a new day

And tell me how you're still dreaming

On the day that I will not marry

I will not marry

But I will always be there for you

Full of love and passion you

Still waiting ....

On the day I would marry

On the day I would marry

I'll wear a white dress

I will have beautiful flowers in my hair

My curls will fly with the wind

The Wedding will be on the edge of a huge cliff

Overlooking the ocean

The only tune that would be the background

Will be The melody of nature

Happy smiles are all around me

People I love

Will embrace me with love

My father would be proud

My mother would cry with excitement

 

On the day I'll marry

I would go barefoot

On the soft grass

Your way

You look at me with admiration

You smile at me

And i smile to you

I go near you Slowly step by step

Until you give me your hand and I will attach to your body

You will Tell me how beautiful I am

And kiss me gently

On the day I would marry

I will wake up from a beautiful dream

I'll be where I would be.....

And i will run to a new dream.

The Great Ocean

The great ocean

Has no boundaries

He breaks everything

You can not stop Him

He Is enormous

He Is beautiful

His blue-caressing

His waves are so exciting

One day he is calm

One day he is nervous

I want to swim in it

Float

No matter what day

I want to live in it

Flow with the flow

Like a fish

So Free

Sunsets I'll be there

Sunrises I will be there

Love to watch on him in any step

I'm part of Him

I am Him

The desire to you - Part Three

I want to take your hand
And run away with you
To the place where we can be us
You and I
Without the words
Just to feel each other
Full of passion
Filled with love
When your body touching my body heat
Will be possible to feel the beating of my heart
At that moment
I will be all yours
Fears will be so far away
Laughter will embrace us with love

I want to take you...

Will you come?

The desire to you - Part Two

I'm dizzy from your words

I swallow them without chewing

I do not want to be in balance now

I do not want to think too much

I just want to float in a sea of your words

Then relax and get to your island

And stay there

Between your arms

Kiss me

Now

The desire to you - Part One

Close my eyes for a moment

Imagine you sitting in front of me

I can hear your breathing hard

I can feel your hand touching my hair

Gently

I can hear you telling me words of love

I can feel your temperature

So warm

I'm drawn to you like a magnet

I'm drowning in your eyes

And I'm diving deep in your kisses

I open my eyes ....

The Happy Tree

This is My Tree

There are not many explanations need

Simple flow

 

Paint Number 4

 

Smile and Love



To Get Lost

 

I want to get lost.....in your sweet words....

I want to get lost....in your world...

I want to get lost ...in your eyes...

I want to get lost.....in your mind...

I want to get lost....in your love...

I want to get lost....in your sweet kisses

I wan to get lost...in your warm hugs

I want to get lost...in your Positive

I want to get lost ...in your peacfull

I want to get lost...in your Kindness

I want to get lost...and then i want to be back...to MYSELF ;-)

Peace in my mind

I have no peace

I have an emptiness

I do things

But it's never enough

Thoughts come and go

Sometimes they manage my life

Take over

And sometimes I say "U do not have a place in my mind"

I feel that this constant battle

Today I'm losing

Tomorrow maybe I'll win

Still with a smile...

Entry D2005

I woke up at night

I looked out the window

Strong wind shook the window

And it started to rain

All green fields looked so wet

I was very far from a place called home

I felt lonely ....

I look for a good kind sweet words

And was no one there to give me

I turned my head toward the bed

I saw you lying half naked in bed

Snorer

The room smelled like a strong smell of cigarettes

You were always smoking in bed

I never liked it

I went downstairs to make myself a cup of tea

I sat on the couch

I thought

What am I doing here?

Why am I here?

Where all the love you promised me?

Do I even love myself?

Do i love you?

Am I who I am now?

I woke you up at night

I told you I'm leaving ...

The path of words

How to let someone to get into your heart

Is your faith strong enough?

How to open the door to love someone new?

When the world is such a dark place

How to speak without fear?

I'll give it a try, maybe now

Where is happiness found?

Where is the trust in you, even if I feel it

So if i will give you my hand

and smile to you from my heart

I hope you'll be good to my wounded heart

Maybe between your arms I can relax, Like a calm river flowing

Find new trust from the deepest part of my soul

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Today's Poem is A connection with my Twitter friend Jochen that agree to write a poem with me, I think he should start a blog Poetry too.

So thank you, and for the pic too!

October 8 ~> Last days of summer

Yesterday I was at sea

I went to see the sunset

I went to breathe the sea air

Feel the last days of summer

Cold sand

The sea is almost empty

Only one guy was in the war against the wind

The wind play with him

Only I

I sat and smiled

I made some pictures

I admired him

There was no fear

And he really wanted to succeed

Eventually, he managed to

His own way

Like all of us

There's no loss

We live

We see this natural wonders

We breathe

We live

With a Smile :)

"No Sound"

Music is in my mind

I feel it

As the heart beats

Any rhythm moves me

Each color makes me happy

So many colors to music

So many faces

Music touches the soul

Music heals

My third picture without sound

But you can hear the background music

Right?

:)

Dance away the fear

Sounds of Fear

Make her move

Moving confidently

Dealing with each step

Slowly, without fear

From the fear I held

Feel free to move hands

Serious look ready for war

With a little smile

Love takes the fear

Dance to the sounds

Dance and feel

Feel the fear is gone

And love becomes Queen of the dance floor

~ Last night I saw this amazing drawing of my friend on Twitter,

Richard, This Draw full of emotion that I had to write what i feel.

You can see more of his stuff at the link below:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/richarwi/

Smile

Winter's Whisper

Yesterday evening

I walked along the beach

The sand was getting a little cold

I sat on the cold sand

Watching the ships

Strong lights from the sea

I'm waiting for winter

To caress the cold wind

To the smell of rain

Get wet in the rain

To get into a warm house

In a warm blanket I had brought from Norway

I want to drink hot chocolate

And look out the window

And see the rain falling

And the leaves flying through the air

And to feel excited

Get excited about winter

Get excited

And love

:)

Thirty Something

Every day is a new day

Every day is a new age

Life-changing

Like the stars in the sky

 There are a happy days

There are sad days

There are wild days

And Some of the days we just want to sit and do nothing

Get all the days to come with joy

Love yourself

Always Remember

Age is just a number

Age is thought

Just a littel Thought

So just choose what to be

Choose  from the heart

Choose To be you

I did not write poetry here .. it's just love

When there is love

Amazing things happen

Feel connected to each other

Like a soul mate

And we never want to let go

We Do steps

Together 

Deal with things

But together

Hard or easy days

Days of joy and sadness

Deal with them together

I'm not trying to write poetry here

I just write how is it

Give words to get on My blog page

There are those that when they have something really good in life

They give it a way

Yes i see it in my eyes

I felt it

And then they Remain miserable in life

I do not understand how it can be ?

Because I believe in love

I do not stay in unhappy place

I have many dreams

One of them is to find love

Without any conditions

No matter where and when

Matter of what i feel

To Wake up and smile at him

And to know that he is the one who make me smile

Some would say I'm living in fantasy

So I tell them

I prefer to live in fantasy

And to Dream

But i will never stop believe in love

Love has a special smell

Do not miss it

;-)

Late night thought

Do not wait for approvals

Just be youself

Exactly who you are

Do you love yourself?

If Yes

Love more

Be proud of who you are

Trust the Universe

Do only what you love

Without fear

Do not let fear stop you

Simple flow

And always

Believe in love

October

New month

A new feeling

I woke up in the morning

I looked out the window

The sun smiles at me

Welcomes the new month

Whispers to me:

It would be a good month

A month full of love

I take another step forward

Stronger

I have some goals for next month

I'm going to fulfill all

I feel that the past has been out of the picture

He has a place in my life

But only a little

I look to the future

Living now

Every day

The joy is always within me

And leads me alive

Month of renewal

And greeting

And creativity
And many many smiles