End of January - January 31

January, over
January was - A new beginning for me
January - No Promises
January - No decisions
January - great passion hiding
January - Winter and cold
January - Smiles everywhere
January - One step ahead

Months ends,
Months start,
Life And time
And what is now.

Alive - January 30

I'm trying to talk to my fears
And deal with them.
I try to talk to my past
And forgive.
I'm trying to talk to my passion
And stay calm.
I'm trying to talk to my confusion
And understand that everything can be simple.

I am trying,
I am doing,
I am learning,
I am living.

River Of Love - January 29

Like a river
Of life
My body's washed
In Waters of thoughts,
In Waters of desire.

I feel myself
Like an endless River
Of Love.

The traveler - January 27

On the other side of the world
He travels,
Great passion sweeping him
From place to place,
Like a feather
Floating
In the universe.


I look at him from afar
And dream
Of distant lands
And glorious possibilities.

Give me and I'll - January 26

Give me your wildness
And i will give you my softness
Give me your strength
And i will give you my joy
Give me your experience
And i will give you my innocence
Give me your cold
And i will give you my warmth

Let me,
And I will...

Like a roller coaster of energy.

Take it all - January 26

Take it all
Take this moment
Take all this goodness

Take the air
Take the joy
Take this smile on my face.

Take it all
Take the previous
Take the next
Take what's now
Take what comes

Take the passion
Take the thought
Take the creation
Take the day
Take the tomorrow

Take the risk
Take the belief
Take the time
Take all this beauty

Take it all
With or without me -
Take with love.

ROOTS OF LIFE - January 25

The desire to be with you,
To be a mother,
To walk and wander,
Leads me to
Search within myself

This desire
To embrace the perpetual,
To love without boundaries,
To enjoy intimacy without limits

Has been hiding for years
In my drawer,
In my mind,
In my heart,
In every part of me.


I want it.

Roots will grow
In me.

Body Swing - January 24

Body to body,
Like a dance
We are losing time
Getting lost,
In the deep
Of each other.

Without borders,
It's just you and me
Forgetting time
Disappearing into the shadows of life.

Body swinging,
Openess,
Sweatiness,
Softness,
Endless.



- Panting By Peter Seelig -

Another movie - January 23

This feeling
So familiar,

Like another movie
From the past,

I am the main actress
And you look at me sideways....

There is silence,
There is no confusion.

Taking Risk - January 22

When I drove the car today
I heard the record
This song,
You know ...
That reminds me and you.

A smile and a tear
On my face now,
I remembered
You always say:
"You deserve the best"

And I,
Moving on
Like the wind on my face,
Willing to take risks.

Alone.

A Believer - January 21

Here,
Again,
Between me and myself
There is a path
That Leads
To
A better place.

What is it?
I do not know
But
I am a believer.

silence - January 20

Tonight,
I'm a poet without words









I enjoy the silence
Now.

Between - January 19

Between here to there,
Between feelings and emotions,
Between joy to sadness,
Between desire and satisfaction,
Between dream to reality,
Between You and I,

I wander.

A change - January 18

Life changing,
And I'm with them,
Without looking at the past
I forgive, to you, to myself,
And smile.

It does not matter what happened
I'm here,
A Live
And breathing.

Nothing is too late
This is just the beginning
I want,
All,
Now!

The Unknown - January 17

It's Complicated
To being addicted,
To the unknown.

I do not care
To go forward
In a blind eye
And run
To the Unknown.

No,
I do not need rehab
From the desire of life
That in the unknown.

The wind - January 16

He went,
Following the wind.
I could see him,
From far away.
Shining like a star
He say goodbye
And
Disappeared.

Little Breath - January 15

My feet,
Covered
By the sea's sand.

I'm deep in the sand
Unable to move,

I take a breath of the universe
And smile.

Her wrinkled face
Looks through me,
Penetratingly.
Then passes
Without saying a word to me.

It reminds me,
Of a lifetime.

Little Black - January 14

Black,
So deep
I do not see anything now.

Black,
Moment of existence
Forgotten.

Black,
Now I'm alone
And there is nobody here.

Black,
Even the moon light
Turns off
on me now.

Black,
Overwhelming desire
To the unknown.

Black,
That's how I feel right now.

Black,
Tomorrow probably
I can see more clearly.

Night - January 13

It's late now
And I ran out of words
Just wanted to say
Thank you

For What it was,
And what will be.

After... - January 12

The smell of the incense in my old room
Reminds me the years of travels
Strong desire,
Complete freedom,
No fears,
No regrets,
Living in the moment
The now.

Eternal innocence
Left me
After years of exploring
Still waiting,
Still wanting,
Still thirsty.

David Bowie is still playing,
Ashes to Ashes
Reminding me
I'm still searching
Or racing
After ...

Where we are now - January 11

Quiet Now

Evening,

The stars are watching me.

Glass of wine

And David Bowie

Reminds me of what it was

And what would be.

There - January 10

I am on my way
Not knowing where,
But so wanting
To be there.

There, a familiar face
There, a hot sunny day
There, a soft touch
There, to feel alive again
There, a wide smile,

There
It is a feeling. There.

What is now - January 9

The inner voice of mine,
Screaming hard,
She wants to believe
In me
And what is now.

Maybe I am drunk,
As I smile at its words,
And will wake up tomorrow
Having forgotten.

Looking Back - January 8

I looked back
And for a moment
I forgot myself.

Like a stranger I stood in the mirror,
I did not recognize,
I did not know her,
The one who went
And never returned.

A Moment - January 7

I need some inspiration
In this situation.
I do not see clearly,
Maybe I'm dreaming.

I think i see a smile,
But just for awhile,
It felt so high
It felt so right.

Some Comfort - January 6

He looked for comfort,
In my arms,
That were filled with anxiety,
That were filled with thoughts,
That were filled with fears.

Touching that has gone,
A feeling I lost,
I found myself
From whistling to emptiness.
Moving,
Nowhere.

Something - January 5

There is a need,
something undefined,
Something infinite,
Something Endless.

Like a dry desert
Waiting for some water
To Seep into
My darkness.

Pictures - January 4

Moments,
Becoming memory,
Now they're pictures
That remain on the shelf
Absorbing dust
That infects them with time.

Moments,
Becoming memory,
Now they're pictures
That i will put into a drawer soon
With more photos
From the past.

Moments
Becoming memory
And remaining so.

Voice from the past - January 3

The voices from the past
Attack from the inside,
Like a hungry lion
Trying to control my thoughts.

They are everywhere,
Playing with me,
Laughing.

Looking from the side
Thinking I'm weak
And I ...
Laugh Back, Loudly.

Now - January 2

Now,
Why to wait?
Who am I waiting?

Inner voice comes to life,
Calling me to come,

Now,
Run after life
Like a marathon,
Of desire.

Feeling - January 1

Like a ballerina,
Moving in circles,
Where to stop?
In every feeling.

The music of life
Never stops,
But I,
Falling again.